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Saturday, February 26, 2005
So it’s the next Saturday morning after a Friday night of drinking and chilling with my friends. I come to wake up and realize that one of my closest friends is actually a complete immature primitively thinking animal. His thoughts do not surpass the thoughts of a prehistoric animal living in a forest feeding off whatever he can to survive. Why do I say this you ask? Because I was chilling with my friends, and I must admit I got really drunk and did have a lot of fun until I passed out on my friend Brett’s couch in his basement. I understand that when people pass out its funny to like throw flower in their face or draw on them or something like that, just to have a good laugh because the person is really trashed. It’s really funny to do things to people when they are incapable of doing anything back to you because they are so wasted. Being the one that has things like this done to you is annoying but completely understandable, its nothing personal or anything. But there are times in your life where you have to draw the line on what a close friend should do to another close friend no matter how wasted he/she is. There is a point where it does become personal. I still do not know why, nor will I ever be able to comprehend the logic of Mark’s thinking now. He must be brain dead to think that I would not be deeply offended by his actions last night. I am sure it was funny for everyone else but for me it was absolutely drawing the line of respect for fellow friends. He fvcking pissed on me!!! Now, I have already forgiven him for his actions because he is Mark and he’s a sick fvcking moron. But I will never be able to trust him again nor respect him on any level. When I go out with my friends I like to think that I can trust them, and that I can pass out if I get to waste and not have to wake up to the reality that I have another friend’s bodily waste all over me. I think it is absolutely disgusting, appalling and disrespectful that I should ever have to wake up to something like this. I thought that maybe we all have evolved to a point in time where we would never under any circumstances disrespect a fellow brother like that, no matter how wasted or drunk you are. I don’t maybe I am taking this to seriously; I still just can’t believe that he would do something like that. And there is nothing that he can do to ever get rid of the lack of respect I now have for him. I feel that I had to get that off of my chest. I really have been deeply offended by his childish antics, I am fvcking turning twenty-one years and I shouldn’t have to deal with this kind of bullshit.

GROW THE FVCK UP MARK!!!!!

I am still your friend, but don’t be asking me for any favors anytime soon, your lucky I didn’t fvcking get a bat and smash it across your face when I was still drunk, I was thinking about it! Do really think that people are impressed, you think this is going to attract you some ladies, I THINK NOT!

Peace yall!

Sorry I just had to vent some rage and get this point across.

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