Thursday, September 20, 2001
hey. i cant believe trey would say that. really. its really low. like hes the one breaking up with you and then he has to find a way to get you to feel bad, or other people too. sorry tre but thats just incredibly selfish. what do you want her to say? "oh no, its allright, i just love breaking up!" yeah so that pissed me off too cindy. Umm.. guess what i did today, worked. I'm getting pretty sick of it, especially since i work like literally almost everyday. Cindy knows it. umm what else... i just came home and i'm dead tired.. i havn't been able to sleep. I just keep thinking of nothing when i go to bed... like cindy.. i just think of what would happened if i did what.. you know.. that is the low part of having a good imagination. I can picture things so clearly almost as if its really happening.. then i snap out of it and realize i'm laying in the dark day-dreaming.. you know what would be really cool. If you could just like freeze things and then dosomething and see what would happen if you did it, but then everyone would like kill eachother in the fake world, so you could basically get all your anger out by "seeing" what would happen in your fake world. Like do you get it.. well i'm realy tired so i'm done for tonight.
:: posted by Anonymous, 11:46 PM